Monthly Archives: October 2003

One bucket of water

That’s all that may have stood between a small fire that wouldn’t even have made the news and 273,000 acres charred, hundreds of homes destroyed, wildlife ravaged, human lives lost, including a firefighter … but the Feds told a friggin’ helicopter with that bucket to return to base!

On the other hand, Tony Perry says that one helicopter doesn’t even exist.

Who’s telling the truth? You tell me. Either way, I’m one pissed-off former (and potentially future) San Diego resident. If the Cedar Fire was preventable, some heads should roll. Not that they will. But they should. Continue reading

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We don’t need no stinkin’ editors!

Mickey Kaus goes on at great length about why blogs shouldn’t have editors. Read it. If you can poke holes in his argument, I’d like to hear them. Continue reading

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Backcountry memories

Julian The news on the home page of SignOn San Diego was grim this morning: “Julian Under Siege.”

I grew up charmed by Julian. We made nearly annual trips to the mountains. For a kid growing up in sun-drenched San Diego, a winter trip into the Laguna and Cuyamaca mountains was a Megellian adventure. There were big trees, interesting rocks and animals and funky old buildings scattered in the hills, and there was snow.

I grew up thinking Julian was a magical place. They once dug gold there. And it was the place to go to get apple pie that would make your tongue want to dance a jig. The old buildings clinging to that mountainside inspired dreams of how life was when there were no cars, only horses and a trip to San Diego took hours instead of minutes.

In the first year of our marriage, Billie and I stayed at a beautiful bed and breakfast called the Julian White House. There was snow on the ground, and our room was warm, cozy and an enclave against whatever troubles I left behind.

Not long after, we stayed at friends cabin on the other side of town. We had the place to ourselves. It was another weekend of romance and friendship, while we enjoyed the view over the tree tops into town. There is nothing like seeing the sun set over San Diego County from up in the mountains.

Both Billie and I covered what us East County reporters called the “backcountry.” The backcountry is filled with colorful people, as fiercely independent as they are devoted to the beauty around them. The backcountry is spotted with funky little restaurants and gift shops. I did a story for the Union-Tribune once about the backcountry eateries. The research for that story was one of the most entertaining jobs I’ve done.

I wonder how many of those restaurants have survived the fires?

There was Tom’s Chicken Shack. Best fried chicken in the county. And the building was haunted, too boot. Tom’s old partner, who survived World War II, was killed in a car accident around the time the restaurant opened (1945, I think). That’s one place I particular miss, and would hate to see destroyed.

Down the mountain a bit, and toward the border is a little place called Barrett Lake Junction, and there you’ll find the Barrett Lake Cafe. There isn’t (or wasn’t, maybe) a better fish fry in Southern California. The funky quonset hut, with it’s beer posters on every wall, and barrack-like seating, was a favorite of my grandfather’s. Me, too.

I know Cuyamaca is gone. Wiped off the map in a single night after more than a hundred years of ornery liberation from what urbanites might call civilization.

There was also a Boy Scout camp near Cuyamaca. I camped there twice. On another Boy Scout trip to Laguna, we rode the original snowboard — a surfboard with the tail removed. We were able to pack six pre-teens on that board. I’ve never slid down a mountain faster.

And there were also the school camping trips — sixth-grade camp, eighth-grade camp, and camping with the DeMolays.

It’s particularly bitter sweet to remember the DeMolay trip. Back then, I was sweet on a girl who was tender and gentle and as natural as the grass in the meadows. We spent a lot of time together on that trip. I let her wear my straw cowboy hat. We spent some time together after that trip, but never got past the phase of being sweet on each other. About 10 years ago, her estranged husband hunted her down at a Lucky Supermarket in Spring Valley and shot her dead. He killed her dad, as well. I didn’t even find out until my 20-year high school reunion. Her bother, who was in my class and in DeMolay also, told me.

So there’s a lot of memories wrapped up in San Diego’s backcountry.

I will go to bed tonight saddened by the loses in the backcountry, and I will pray for Julian, and the safety of all the people who call the backcountry home, and the people risking their lives to save what is left on San Diego’s backyard garden. Continue reading

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A checker’s tale

We needed some supplies tonight, so I stopped at the Von’s on Telephone Road after work.

As I walked the isles picking up a half dozen items or so, the striking workers shouted into the store, “Boycott Von’s. Don’t Shop Von’s.”

At the checkout stand, a youngish black woman said to the checker, “How irritating.”

“We just ignore it,” the checker said in obvious good cheer.

I shook my head and said, “Why should these people get better benefits than I get.”

The woman in line said, “Oh, I know.”

While the checker ran my soda pop through the laser scan (how hard is that to do?), she said, “They can stay out there as long as they want, because as long as they’re out there, I’m in here. I’ve got a job.”

I said, “Good for you.”

“They can call me scab all they want,” She said. “It doesn’t bother me. I was unemployed for six months and I’ve got two children to feed.”

As I told one of the baggers at my local Von’s once — do what you have to do. Strike, carry your picket signs, if that’s what you think you have to do, but don’t harrass people because they’re doing what they think is right for their families. Continue reading

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DIY frustration

Here’s a little songwriting lesson, kiddies … never write a song that takes more talent to perform than you currently possess.

Just tonight, I wrote a new song, and the guitar part is over my head.  Oh, I can play it. Sometimes. But not consistently, and not with the sustained quality necessary to get me through all three and a half minutes of the song.

Sure, I’ll keep practicing it. It’s a good song and worth the effort, I think. But for me to record it now would be more effort than I can muster. So I’ll cipher on my household finances, instead. Continue reading

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Numbers vs. words

I’ve never considered myself a math person. I’m a word person.

Sometimes, when I tell people this, they say, but you’re a PROGRAMMER!

It was the perception for most of my youth that programming and math were symbiotic disciplines. This misperception kept me from computers and programming for a long time. It was only the desire to eat that got me looking to the internet for my livelihood. And it was then that I discovered that programming isn’t all about numbers.

To a certain extent, programming is like math. There are formulas and rules of logic that must be learned and mastered. But programming is a lot like writing.

Both programming and writing are about solving problems. As any experienced writer knows, especially writers who deal in structured genres, such as news stories or essays, the exercise of writing often involves figuring out what you need to say within the confines of the tools the English language provides to you. There are rules to be followed, and audience expectations to be met.

Programming is like that. The creative side of programming involves finding the most elegant solution to any given problem.

Programming reminds me of writing news stories, and writing inverted pyramid news stories always reminded me of writing poems. So, you see, for me, writing code is no less creative than writing couplets.

But there is that math thing.

The more I get into programming, the more I regret all of the math classes I slept through, and all of the math solutions I assiduously worked to forget as soon as the term was over.

The other day, a book slipped into the newsroom for review called “The Math Explorer: A Journey Though the Beauty if Mathematics.”

The book purports to be a breezy, entertaining explanation of mathematics for the lay person.

I’m probably a step or two below “lay” when it comes to math, but I thought I would give it a try.

I’m only a few pages into it, but I found these thoughts interesting:

Mathematics is an intellectual endeavor governed by precise, unchanging rules. It is therefore far more predictable and, in a sense, more comforting, than almost any other discipline. You will either have the correct or incorrect answer to a problem. There is no such thing as a mathematical answer that is “sort of” correct. This state of affairs is somewhat different among the liberal arts where subjective interpretations of a literary work, for example, can cause an answer or a response to be viewed by the all-knowing instructor as being anything from “marvelous” to “partially correct” to “possible” to “absolutely dense.”

But that is precisely my problem with math. For most of my life I’ve had little interest in formulaic answers. How many times can you solve 2+2 and still find it interesting? How many times can you calculate the radius of a circle and still get excited about it. How much depth is there in finding the factorial square root of a subquadrant triangle multiplied by PI? (Ed: Did you just make that bullshit up? Yes? I have no idea what it means, if any thing).

A poem, on the other hand, can be read a thousand times and never be read the same way twice. Words when used to convey emotion and experience are never precise as numbers, no matter how well intentioned the author. And whether you are talking literature, history or politics, there is always something to learn, a new way of viewing any given object, of parsing any given sentiment, of layering on new perceptions or new experiences.

I can understand why, maybe, some people may find that sort of marsh-land existance unsettling. The instability of ideas can be daunting. But, to me at least, human existance is far too complex to reduce to formulas or pat answers. If we want to understand the human race, we need to delve into art and literature and history. We need to find as many pieces of the puzzle as possible, realizing it will never be complete.

Obviously, math is important. All of human scientific advancement and achievement is a credit to the mathematicians who worked out all of these great number crunching miracles. And I now see that I need to pay more attention to math and make up for some lost education, but I don’t think I’ll buy the idea that math is some how more profound and important than the liberal arts. Continue reading

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Quein Sera

Cha Cha Anyone?The best reason to prowl thrift stores, picking through dusty bins of old LPs is the chance that you might find a hidden treasure — a forgotten piece of music that remains obscure, but is still remarkable.

To this day, I think my best find was a single song — “Quien Sera,” performed by an unknown group of Porta Rican muscians on side two of an LP that surely began it’s life in the drugstore bargain bin. The LP is Cha Cha Anyone? and features, primarily, the work of Paquitin Lara. Lara’s work is good, but side two, which isn’t Lara at all, is truly a gem, capped by that moving performance of “Quein Sera.” (The LP is now available on CD as Latin Heat.)

But why take my word for it? Here’s what I’m talking about.

The melody, which is pure passion, will be familiar to fans of Dean Martin, who recorded the Anglosized “Sway With Me.” Continue reading

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Southern California on fire

This morning ash covers our patio furniture. The sky is brown. The sunlight falling on the deck is orange. Smoke lingers in the air. Fire is consuming our backcountry, and it’s grown big enough, and possibly close enough, that the evidence now reaches the beach. That wasn’t the case yesterday, even though my more inland friends said it was true where they lived.

Fires also ravages San Diego County.

In the ’70s, there was a huge fire on Mt. Laguna in San Diego. We lived many, many miles from the conflagration, but smoke and ash filled the air. My friend Steve and I procured two empty coffee cans and proceed with an energetic attempt to fill them up with ash falling from the sky. Some of the flakes of ash were as big as a quarter. We probably shouldn’t even have been outside. Who knew what damage we did to our lungs!

That night, we drove out to my grandparents’ little pink house in El Cajon and watched the fire, which was at least 30 miles away. You could see it moving across the mountain — up one ridge, then disappearing behind another.

The Mt. Laguna fire is still the most dramatic I remember. It’s the fire by which others are measured, in my mind. From what I’m reading, and seeing, today’s fires may be challengers to the crown. Continue reading

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More on Easterbrook

The most clear-headed approach to the Easterbrook thing I’ve seen yet … from Jim Henley:

What the hell was Easterbrook trying to say? In outline: Movie violence causes terrorism. Jews disproportionately suffer from terrorism. Two Jewish executive responsible for a particular violent movie are acting against their (group) self-interest by releasing a violent movie for the sake of profit. I don’t want you to think I think they worship money because they are Jews – they are no worse than other Hollywood executives in that regard. BUT THEY SHOULD BE BETTER.

This is a really dumb argument, but it’s not written out of loathing for the Jews, and it does not ascribe loathsome qualities to Jews qua Jews. (It’s pretty hard on Muslim filmgoers, though.) It’s not hate speech, but it’s patronizing as hell, and as sloppily written as it has been sloppily read.
Agreed. Continue reading

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DIY

So, have you listened to my latest release yet?

It’s not like I’m asking you to pay for it.

P.S. I posted a link to my song on Blogcritics, and a commenter left a link to his music. Not exactly my style of stuff, but pretty damn good. Check it out. Continue reading

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